Monday, January 4, 2016

In the Beginning...Again.

I am starting this off frustrated already.  I started a blog about this a couple of years ago, but with so much going on it fell to the wayside (you'll see later on that I explain that I am very good at making up excuses).  So it’s kind of appropriate that I am back at the beginning.  This is how most of my plans to lose weight always begin.  I have a new plan though (actually it's the same plan, but trying to make it sound new).  My plan is not to lose weight, but to get healthier.  This is a struggle for me.  It is a constant battle…actually that’s wrong.  It’s a war.  You see I am in love with bad food, sitting on my butt, and making up excuses, but at 42 years old things need to change.  I decided that Jan 1st, 2014 would be the time for that change, but that didn't happen as expected, so I will try again on Jan 5th, 2016.  Of course I spent the holidays being as unhealthy as I possibly can be.  BIG MISTAKE.  It’s making it so much harder to start.



I am actually starting this blog later than I should have.  I tried to start my journey on Jan 1st, but I was traveling on vacation and well, you know how that goes.  I plan on giving up all bread and all bread-like foods (cakes, crackers, pretzels, etc.) for the month of January and into February to at least lower my carb intake.  I also have decided to cut out all of the sweets that I can.  It’s been tough already and I am only 4 hours in.
This blog will document my journey and hopefully keep me motivated and vigilant throughout the process.  I have given up too many times before.  I am too old to keep starting over.  So this is it.  I will do my best to keep this entertaining, which shouldn’t be hard since I will most likely be embarrassing myself as often as possible.  I am not an expert on nutrition or exercise.  I will not be using pills, supplements, diet programs or surgery in the process of getting healthier.  I am only using diet, exercise and pure will power (so destined to fail).  Hopefully, with my wife’s help (she knows quite a bit about this stuff), I will be able to get a little healthier throughout 2016 and make some changes to my everyday life that are better for me.  It will be hell. That I am sure of.
Weight loss is not my goal, but it is a good measuring stick.  That and BMI are how I will track my journey.  I hope this awful nightmare that I will be going through is entertaining for you and that in the end (not that I foresee an actual end to a healthier me) I will be happy that I did this.  I am certain I will fail or cheat many times, as I have done in the past, but hopefully I will learn from it, not punish myself too much and get right back to it.
As of Jan 5 my weight was 261.0 and my BMI 33.50 (OUCH).  I will calculate this when I remember too.

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